20050717(Diary)-My Life at Here

When I just got here, I almost forgot how to speak Chinese because all I heard and speak is just English. I remember the first time I met my friend outside the campus and that day I spoke less because I couldn’t react to my friend immediately. I had to think of what kind of langue she spoke and tried to understand the grammar then I acted. Maybe my friend I met that will think I was bored.

After few weeks, I couldn't speak both English and Chinese well. I didn’t know how to think when I was talking to my classmates. That’s very despondent to me. I tried to do everything which could help me but didn’t getting better. The only g good thing that I was get used the class here but had big problem to make a conversation.

And then, the situation was getting better and better. I spoke English usually that made me think as an American. When I woke up at home, and the first work I spoke is English, even my sister strongly asked me not to speak English at home but I just couldn’t help it. I thought it was a good thing to me because I know how much I will learn in future. There was one thing happened which was I had problem to writing in Chinese except typing. I almost forget every phrase I learned when I was a child. This depressed me again but there was not thing I could do about it because English is the most important thing to me.